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Feeling tired and didn’t want to bother about the mind-boggling issue that has been creating a storm, I went for a cold shower to calm the mind down and lay myself on my soft mattress. Before I could close my eyes, my mind was triggered by calls from my cell phone and the residential phone. There was a reluctance in me to answer those calls but a little voice keeps telling me to answer it. It was my ex-subordinates. It was awkward when they consulted me about the huge project they were going to have. I did not expect that they would come back to me for my advice. I felt quite out of place but yet I chose not to ignore. It does not benefit me and this may cause some serious internal conflicts which is very unpleasant. The thought struck through my brains in seconds and I immediately hung up the phone. I have to play the role of a devil but this sacrificial is worth the future of theirs. Leaving them alone would allow them to work better as one and touch onto their critical thinking so as to develop their minds. On the other hand I have one less problem to handle.

One problem solved and it feels good but I am still rolling around my bed thinking of my personal future. What is the future like? Would it be tough? Or its like a smooth sail? Wouldn’t life be easier if we could predict the future? Everyone wishes to settle in early and look forward for retirement, but never wanted the process to take place. Is it possible? I am still wondering. There is nothing that is impossible in life. The only impossible things in life is a “Goal With No Process”.
Illusionized. Tuesday, September 08, 2009;9:36 PM